烦

今天一整天在家无所事事
睡醒后吃了点东西
就去看戏
得快快看完因为那dvd要还人家了
看了3小时终于完了
到楼下on on line
也没什么特别事想做
到处到人家blog参观看看
发觉啊有很多人的blog很美咯
再看看自己的，不能用丑来形容啦
但就觉得不美咯又很单调
很想把自己的blog设计到美美
因为呀那里也算是属于自己的一个小小空间
就好象自己的房间
看到它美美的自己也会比较开心吧

但我对于这方面的知识有限
haiz...
有谁可以教教我吗？

很烦啊！！

生命的无常

昨天从朋友口中得知一位朋友去世了
第一个反应 ....吓？？？？
就在平安夜的夜晚，他离开了
这个平安夜对他来说很不平安吧
虽然跟这位朋友不是很熟
可能在街上碰面也仅是点点头笑笑
但还是会感到非常伤心和心寒
毕竟相识一场
他是因为酒后驾驶而意外身亡的

世事就是那么的难料
今天你在这里嘻嘻哈哈的
明天你不懂自己会在那里了
这件事情发生后
许多朋友都说生命无常
好好珍惜眼前人
口是这样说啦
但又有多少人能真正做到呢？
当然包括我自己啦

我很想去珍惜我身边的每一个人
每一个爱我及我爱的人
只有想是不足够的
但怎样才算是真正的去珍惜一个人呢？
我真的好想知道.....

命运这些东西虽然很难说
但你们也要珍惜生命
酒后就不要乱驾驶啦
我们不是猫有九条命
我们只是一个平凡人
生命也只有一条
没有了就是没有了

最后，我能说的话就只有这一句吧
朋友，安息吧

DENG DONG BELL~~

here is some random x'mas tree photo i took from singapore
just want to share with all my dearest friend
wish all of you got a wishful and memorable x'mas day~~

你回来了！

你终于又回到我身边了
开心开心！！
没有你在的日子
常常闷闷不乐
晚上又特别容易感到寂寞
你回来了
我有好多好多心事要跟你讲
有好多好好多照片要和你分享
有好多好多好听的歌要介绍你
I LOVE YOU
我亲爱的电脑

everything will be alright

quite some times didnt updates my news here
just came back from singapore last 2 days
(the photo will be update sooner or later)
and because of my lousy pc got some problem
make me cant online whenever i want to online
but luckily i still got this labtop
although it is also very lousy but just better than none
this labtop cannot type chinese
so i got to use my poor english to express my feeling now

recently something not so happy happened on me
since it is not so happy happen, so i also dont want special mention about it
but something make me feel warm also..that is my friend..
during the time i was in a very down mood..i got them
they will listen to my story..however how much times i had repeat and repeat
they will accompany me go out..although is was very very late
and they is funny..just try to make me smile
thanks to who take concern of me
everything will be alright ..this is what always appear in my blog..
be happy
be cheerful
be strongly

time will washout everything
god bless me =)

Miss You

又是一个人在家的夜晚
爸爸妈妈出去‘泡’了。嘻嘻
这几天还过得满精彩的
不是去唱K就是去看戏不然就喝茶咯
可是就是少了你在身边 哈哈

日子一天天的过去
心中的恐惧感越来越强烈
有些事情是时候面对了
有些话也是时候坦白了
再这样下去我的心也不是很好受

其实现在应该有些重要事等着我去做
但，就是提不起劲
现在的我
只想
静静的
坐着
想想你

语无伦次篇

这个星期我应该会很忙吧
我二姐刚从澳洲回来
而且只回来一个星期所以啊就要陪他吃吃，走走，逛逛，看看咯
虽然他不是游客，哈哈

最近我发觉一样事情
人，真得不能太开心
总是要找一些事情烦烦才行
又或者说，得到了一些东西又害怕失去
还是幸福有点不真实
我在语无伦次些什么啊
不懂啦！！
总之今天心情超怪啦
会不会是因为没看见他呢？
天啊！我怎会变成一个粘人的女朋友啊
不行......
不能让自己这样下去了
今晚早点睡吧
明天一大早还要陪二姐去做Passport

晚安啦
祝大家今晚有个美梦

a down day

last night
hang out and having a dinner with few of my dearest friend..

some of them are having some problem in their work

and not only work..but i also know nothing i can do..

and try to not get involve with it..

i scare make it more worse..

but i know everything will be alright

today
after i had a short chat with my brother..

i got some weird mood..

althought he didnt talk what to me..

but i just can feel his lonelyness..

di..wherever u gone ..whatever u do..
i will love u always..dont be sad..

recently, something happened
perhaps i was very happy about the care from all of u
but please dont ask again..it made me feel a little bit stress..
just let me be..

totally down

Do u know?

these days..i think i m quite abnormal..

my mood just like space shot ..

up and down very quckily

and just did something very stupid..

i dont think u will know why i will do this

my angry you dont know..so i can just angry myself

i got problem..i knew it..

but i just dont know how to solve it..

love made ppl going crazy..

now only i reliaze it..

just now read your blog

i feel really really sweet and happy..

i know my insane make u gila..

i m sorry..and just wanna tell u..

i love u too..

let's fall in love

想他的时候
风忽然就停了
好像老天想聆听我心里动作
let's fall in love
他却不晓得
我每一分钟都等著他这样承诺
let's fall in love
在匆忙人世中
我从来没怀疑过
这样一个选择
他微笑诉说
心中想些什么
我多么希望他能够其中提到我
let's fall in love
他还不晓得
在他眼中我的脸
是多么失落
let's fall in love
再拥挤的寂寞中
哪一天他会开口说
let's fall in love

i miss you..you..you..and you..

beloved bro & pretty sister


our ah 3 married lo..


Happy Family


love u..

shopping..shopping

BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

it is a bit difficult to have a dinner like this..

Do u miss me???

Happy d@ys =)

又是一个可爱的周末假日，结束了 。
哈哈 这两天都很开心哦

昨天
一早就出门做点事情 很开心
中午和朋友去吃mcd还买了很可爱的hairband 谢谢 很开心
下午去打羽球，留了一身汗，运动真好 很开心
晚上5P2 gathering，见了很多以前的同学也聊了很多
一起交换礼物，一起吃美味的食物
Jimmy 家的泰国餐真的好好吃哦 很开心
深夜一班傻婆在朋友家看戏
喝着一点点酒 无聊的废着
真得很喜欢和你们窝在一起 很开心

今天
一早就起身了 啊！！！！ 才睡了3小时
就和朋友去了他表弟小学的义卖会
（是不是很有意义ler）…哈哈
真的超就没有去过这种活动了
玩了很多小游戏 还拿了很多小奖品
真的觉得那些小学生很单纯很可爱的
今天还蛮热的 但，很开心
回到家本来还想跟朋友去金河逛逛
由于这得太累了，所以本小姐选择了睡觉
睡觉也很开心啊 哈哈
睡醒阿看见妈妈的爱心粥
味道其实还好啦 不过我真的想吃清淡些
所以很和我胃口 很开心
晚上又和那班傻婆喝茶
他们就好啦，去shopping买了很多东西
看见他们这样开心 所以，也很开心

我好像有点开心过龙
哈哈哈哈哈

随心所欲

夜深人静了，家人都进入了梦乡
只剩下电脑和音乐陪我坐在这里
庆幸的有你们，我并不感到寂寞

近来的我
乱乱的
蓝蓝的
傻傻的
过着.....

乱，只为了你
蓝，只为了你
傻，只为了你
不知不觉地你已成为我生活的一部分
虽然常常不知道你心里在想什么
但，这样的感觉对我来说没什么不好
不想过去，不想以后
只想好好的享受当下
享受这样的关系，这样的感觉

随心所欲吧
这是我常常挂在嘴边的
做自己想做的事
吃自己想吃的东西
去自己想去的地方
喜欢自己想喜欢的人
多幸福啊

有时候，想太多不见得是件好事
想着想着事情就办不成了
因为有些事情是需要一时的冲动

时间不早了
突然间
我，又想起你了

blue~

i m blue~

since woke up till now..

9am start to work..and yet i woke up on 10.30am.

i leave all my energy on my bed

then blur blur come to office..

i m blue~

start doing some revision..

like my friend said : exam is around the corner

i m start to afraid..

god..please bless me..

i m blue~

missing my 517 gang..

going crazy..if long time never yum cha with them

they just bring me FUN

i m blue

friend..

just dont ask me why?

i dont think i can give a definite answer..

let me be~~

i m totally blue~

suddenly..

i feel to get a cup of coffee..

in this blue noon~

My 27th Oct 2008

hi..happy deepavali..*happy* coz it is holiday again..kaka
Today..
early in the morning ..we went to basketball..although is not really play with it..
but because of yesterday i went to jogging so make me feel so tired..
after basketball we dont want waste the holiday..so we decide go to shopping..

Mid Valley and The Gardens..here we come..
these is some random photo we took today..

May & Me @ The Gardens

Dear May & Dear Dear

dear friend..just like to stay with them..

after 2 hours ..kaka




ling & ling

tepanyaki..yummy yummy

we used about half an hour to find my car..leg so tired..


tomorrow work again...
think about this ..sien..
good night la..everyone..

one of my working day

I m right now sitting in the office

Looking at outside
Oh..no..it seem likes raining soon
Everyday rain rain rain
Actually since I woke up the sky ady looks like want cry
Sky ar sky.. you really so sad meh..
Any comment?? Just don’t like la..hehe
What I going to say?? Nothing
A blog about rain again..
Don’t know why..blogging feel will came out when raining
Coz raining day make me feel blue , sorrowful ,gloomy...
And sometimes just feel miserable with it
Find a reason to love raining day
This is what my sister told me..
And I will try my best
Maybe an unexpectedly meet will happen on some raining day
Who knows?? Then I will totally love on it..hahaha..
Ok..it’s time to continue my work on hand
Don’t waste time dreaming here..
I desire to have a good working day =)

My 19th Oct 2008..

yesterday went to Sunway for ice skating with fews of my friend

this is the 2nd time in lifetime..

in fact, this is an excited and happy program for me..

although,i m still a noobie in skating..

But, because of something(careless ?? bluring ??mistaken??)..really spoit my mood..

i not really know izit my fault..but SORRY my dear friend, if you feel not happy with me..

nothing i can do right now...just write a blog to express my feeling

2 hours later..................


haha..my dear friend call me..i know she is not that kind of small gas ppl..
gald to have a friend such like you..

请保佑我的朋友-吴乃东

从没有想过这样的事情会发生在他身上
二十一岁的他，刚开始他美好的人生，打拼刚起步的事业
一场突如其来的病，打沉了他整个人
癌症--一个多么恐怖的字眼
对大家来说是很难消化的

那一天到医院探访他时
我们是可以感受他的痛及他的无奈
看在眼里的我们，心痛极了
安慰的话有点说不出口
毕竟，我们不是他

现阶段还在等报告
真的希望，还来得及接受治疗
上天不会这样残忍的
乃东，你一定撑起来
一定会没事的，在还没有买BMW给我前，一定不可以有事情..哈哈
保持乐观的心情，对你的病会有帮助的
这段时间就好好休息吧
身为朋友的我们，会为你祈祷
上天听得到的

梁静茹

最近爱上了梁静茹
不对，是爱上了他的新专辑

这几天都在公司反复的听了好几遍整张专辑的歌
一张专集如果有一半的歌曲好听，那已经很了不起了
但，他的这一张专辑可说是全部歌都很好听
特别介绍我决定
他翻唱别人的歌也是很好听
有些唱得还好听过原唱
我很喜欢她的声音
有点沮丧 有点优雅
仿佛所有的情歌出至他口都会变得好好听
虽然讲到好像有点夸张 但真都是我现在真正认为的

那一天和朋友去云顶时
他的车播放着静茹的这张专辑
听着听着
不知不觉中的爱上了
在回家的路上
云顶下起雨了
我坐在车上 身心超累的
外面的天气冷冷
还有雾，模糊了我的视线
我又听着那些动人歌曲
慢慢的走进了梦乡.......

I WANT CHANGE

i want to change..
not suddenly want to change..
i have been thinking of this problem for a long time..
i feel that i m lazy..
if i keep lazy like this i cant improve..
if i cant improve myself..i cant get a better life
for example i want to diet..
but i m lazy..i didnt go for excersice and i still eat a lot
my lazy made i got a fat body..
my fat body made i cant wear nicely
cant wear nicely make my world not so pretty
my lazy made baba 'boh song' me
coz what he ask me to do i always nanti nanti
my lazy made mama scold me
coz my room damm messy
messy till cant sleep and i got to go to sleep with them
i hate my lazy

I WANT CHANGE

I WANT CHANGE

I WANT CHANGE

I WANT CHANGE

I WANT CHANGE

I WANT CHANGE

hey..carlon..

i want to write blog..but nothing special i can write..
i go to ask carlon..any title can suggest to me??
he ask me write about him..ok..
he is one of the member of 517 gang
got abit black black..and he pandai lam mui mui zai..
talkative ..always said something 56 but funny..
ppl who not know him very well..think he is LC
i know him about 5 years..sometimes also think he got abit LC..
dont angry ..u ask me write 1..
i know what i can do for him ady..

name: carlon
age: year year 21
type of girl he like: long long hair..slim slim body..
no smoke but sometimes drinks la..
no car now..but i think coming soon la..

so girls..can consider..who interest just contact with me la..
i will arrange a date for you..

i love holiday

Always said hope to have a long holiday . last week , Malay's new year, Selamat Hari Raya to all the malay friend and TQ because of you guys I got 5 days holiday. hehe...**happy**
but on these 5 days ,I didn’t plan a trip or something with my friends and family.
So what to do in this few days?!!

Actually the 1st 2nd and 3rd quite boring..just eat ,yum cha ,study ,online and sleep nothing special.
But the 4th day my dear dear friend birthday , firstly Happy Birthday To U , JAYWIFE.
She is happy and prefer ppl call her like that..haha..
So the night before her birthday we hang out with her.. we bring her to the garden behind her house , bought her a delicious S.R. chocolate strawberry cake ( yummy yummy ), sing a birthday's song with our nice voice and play the ‘kong ming deng’.
we write down our wish and put it up to the sky. One of the wish of the jaywife is ‘Jay can be famous D!’ ..
zha dou..haha.. after that just go back to her house eat the cake n chit chat..

The following day, continue her birthday program, clubbing. We plan to go Poppy actually.
But because of few of us(including me)is under-age ( young huh .kaka) cannot go in,
then we decide go to Aloha.
Drink and dance there. Don’t know why that day I feel so high. The conclusion of high is drunk.
The 1st time I vomit in club. XD. After club as usual we went to mamak for clear our mind, that time is already 5am. almost the time I need to fetch my mum go to Kajang coz she is going to Thailand with my uncle them,so just fetch her meet with them.
I got no time to rest and sleep. My lonely partner is accompany me fetch my mum.
After we drop my mum at kajang , we feel a bit hungry then we go for dim sum.

Time pass fast, it is early morning of 5th Oct ,the last day holiday, go back and sleep likes very waste..
we made a decision. Both of us straight go to Genting and start our journey.
When we are reached , just go to the counter and bought a theme park ticket.
I m very excited with Roller coaster and Space shot. Somemore with my favorite Mcd as breakfast .
what a happy day..
We walk walk eat eat play play..like this 5 hours passed. I m really tired, I think this was my crazy day of the year. never sleep for a day. On the way back home, i already cannot tahan just sleep on the car. the sky is raining on the time, suitable for sleep..ZZzzz
sorry for leave you drive alone..
Reach home – bath – find my bed – sleep
My holiday is – END-

I LOVE YOU ..holiday

爬山记

昨晚朋友突然间提起 去爬山咯 我说：好啊
但由于昨晚有朋友的生日派对 喝多了两杯 有点晕晕的
心想今天大概去不成了吧
今天一大早电话响起
峰：起身了吗？爬山咯!
琳：哦，现在起咯。
仪昨晚在我家睡 叫醒她 两人开了眼 谈了一下 就去准备了
准备好后 不懂那个‘磨’鬼 害我们在外面等了半小时 拿去睡觉不更好
9点 他们到了 我们五人 河 峰 发 仪 琳 就坐着河的‘新朋友’爬山地点前进

本人从未爬过山 没想到会是这样
一步一步的走 慢慢的爬 比想象中的辛苦
爬到一半时 我想我真得不行了
整个人是累到.........
他们异口同声地说：还有一点而已 加油
结果就是给他们的一点一点骗去 爬到了第一个站
感觉就像爬到万里长城的一个站有证书的一个站
这次虽然没有证书 但有拍照纪念哦

Finally..this view can see my house..hehe

Say cheer..

人们说上山难下山易 真的没错啦
而且我还是下山的冠军哦
下山后，有个档口卖水果的
峰请了我们一人吃一块西瓜
很好吃 而且感觉超好的


Ray yap..the camera man . and thx for your watermelon

这次的爬山行对很多人来说可能并没有什么大不了
但 对我而言 算是有点小突破了 我想真的是这几年运动量最geng的一次了
还有，我真得很喜欢和一班朋友去运动 很开心还很健康呢

Please

i feel sick with

''talk come talk go
lie come lie go
guess come guess go
hate come hate go''

all of it i hate
piss off !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just want to do what i want to do
what i need just support
if not just dont care about me
dont worry about me
i will be ok
please trust me
one more time

as a dad
as a mum
as a sis
as a bro
as a friend
just give me a wish
i will appreciate very much
TQ

不懂放什么题目ler...

我在听着歌 家静静的 我的耳朵就只有音乐

想着一些事情 心乱乱的 脑海里只有回忆

最近三姐的婚事定下了日子

不懂为什么我的心里好像有点难过的

可能是因为不舍吧，虽然平时他也没什么回家

结婚对他来说可能只是一种仪式

但我还是控制不了自己的心情，还傻到想哭

之前大姐我也好像没有这种心情 可能当时还小吧

算了吧，男大当家 女大当嫁 这是很自然的事

只希望她能够幸福咯

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日子快的有点恐怖

明天就是我从香港回来了整整一个月

我很想念BB啊！！！！

谁能救救我？？？

现在就只能对着他的照片video度日

哈哈哈哈哈

太可爱了

最近朋友也很喜欢模仿他哦

其实最喜欢模仿的是自己 嘻嘻

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今天我想是没有yum cha的啦

时间也不早了

我期待着明晚的pasar malam

麻辣香肠…我们要来挑战你

上个星期看朋友吃的嘴巴肿肿的

所以这个星期跟仪约好了去吃

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好了就在这里停了

今晚早点睡 希望明天可以早点起来

byebye

Say Cheer ~~

I m not so happy recently , feel like something will happen on me.
Should I know truth?
I scare it will hurt me deeply.
Should I treat it as nothing?
I scare I just like a silly girl doing something stupid .
Haiz..let it be ba, don’t know what can I do and actually nothing I can do.
Or maybe I m thinking too much..hmm..
Suddenly thinking of my brother, thinking of how we staying together
How the way we argue ,how the way we ‘rebut’ the PC..and many many more
I do really really miss him..
Sometimes when I reach home, I just feel lonely
Facing the PC and TV …then didn’t say anything
Like nobody can understand me. well, I also dont understand myself
But I still believe life is full of chances, colorful and meaningful
Maybe not now ,but I know it is on my way
Everything will all right. This is what I can say to comfort my self
Say cheer plz~~

还是会寂寞

早已忘了想你的滋味是什么
因为每分每秒都被你占据在心中
你的一举一动牵扯在我生活的隙缝
谁能告诉我离开你的我会有多自由
也曾想过躲进别人温暖的怀中
可是这么一来就一点意义也没有
我的高尚情操一直不断提醒着我
离开你的我不论过多久还是会寂寞

Sorry :(

What a boring Monday
This morning I woke up earlier
Take a good shower and wish to go office early than my dad
Coz normally he always go out earlier than me
But, because of my slow motion
I’m late again, sorry
Really think to work hard today
don’t know why, when I reach here
I just feel moody , sleepy and lazy
No mood to do those paper work , computer key in ,calculation and blar blar blar
Keep on friendster , facebook , blogspot , msn
Omg ,this is an office ok..
What you doing??
Every ppl also say that i work at daddy’s office very relax
Yea..it is true, but it made me become lazy and lazier
Whose fault , I already lazy to think this problem
See……………………………….
Lazy again
Arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate my dad
I hate the office
I hate myself
But got something I really want to say to my dad
Sorry
Sorry for my attitude
Sorry for you
Sorry for this office
and finally
sorry to myself as well
Hiaz……………….

幸福很简单

终于星期五啦，这是我最喜欢的一天因为接下来的两天都可以睡到自然醒
你懂吗？睡到自然醒是一件多么幸福的事。
说到幸福，今天的我品尝到幸福的滋味
为什么这么说呢？因为啊，我吃到超好吃的芒果
芒果又甜又多汁，一口一口的吃，多么幸福啊
我的幸福都好像都来自吃和睡
那么我跟猪小姐不就可以成为好朋友咯？哈哈
我觉得人啊，就是应该知足
别盲目的去追求幸福
当你放慢脚步，用心的体会四周的事物
你会发现幸福就在你左右
哪怕只是一件小事或一种食物
其实幸福很简单

September ~ a month of birthday

September, many of my friend and family birthday

just on my own family , already got 4..
okay..now i gonna wish all of them here

(senang myself..kaka..)

03/9 happy birthday to Ray (Chen Foong)

03/9 happy birthday to Kevant
04/9 happy birthday to Rachael (my eldest sister)

10/9 happy birthday to Wei Cherng

16/9 happy birthday to River (Siu Ho)

20/9 happy birthday to Anson (my cousin brother)

23/9 happy birthday to daddy n mummy ( same birthday,so ngam)

24/9 happy birthday to Jeannie (my 2nd sister)

27/9 happy birthday to Ann (my cousin sister)

27/9 happy birthday to David ( i m not sure his birthday but got party at his house that night)

My 3 days holiday

last week because of the national day, so i got 3 days holiday
3 days holiday ''say long no long ,say short also can do many thing''hehe
let see what i did during these 3 days

1st
Wedding dinner at serdang
took photo with my cousin brother sister and mummy


chit chat and have a drink at KG house
well,ah lun have nice post


2nd
Bowling with my 3rd sis and her bf
too bad..i m the loser T.T


Clubbing with friend at Cocobanana
Seriously, quite bored there ..lol


3rd
Nothing to do on my last holiday
just follow mum them go dai yi house for mahjong


-END-

what u guys do on these 3 day??

boring night ..Time:0001

today when i came back from work,i have my dinner
today when i finished my dinner, i open my pc
today when i open my pc , i start to download some song
today when i finished download some song, i try to listen them
today while i listening song, i chat with my friend
today while i chatting with my friend, i blogging
today while i blogging, i feel sleepy
today when i started feel sleepy, then i go to sleep

this is totally a bored and stupid blog
just write when i m boring
but thanks for who waste their time to read it


here to say good night and good bye
coz my bed is waiting for me
have a sweet dream to all of u

TQ

有一段时间都没有在晚上online了
原因是电脑坏了
不懂做么完全开不到
搞到我一时半夜睡不着都不能online
又不能download歌，整个人out完
，幸好现在好了。
提起这个电脑，有一个人他真的是功不可没，
帮我载去弄，帮我载回来安可是一分钱都没有收我哦。
那就是SAM，在此真的要想你说声 谢谢

你好好啦！

HK trip 2008

Recently just came back from HK
HK is really a good place to shopping
But this time, I got to control myself
Hehe..
And now it is summer
Hot and humid
And always raining
The weather just like Malaysia, even worse than.. ‘OUT’

Ok..let’s talk about baby
What baby?? Yea..baby Vanessa..
She is really really cute..
The way she talk..the thing she did
Totally fun
Luckily this world got a great invent CAMERA
I can use it to hold the memories with her.

During the 2 weeks at HK
I eat a lot and sleep a lot
OMG
Is getting fatter, got to do more excersice
Gooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Jogging
Swimming
Basketball
Badminton
Pool (consider??)
Singing (???)
I m coming!!!